almost 1 year

posted on 10 Apr 2012 10:30 by o3osepo3o  in momoisamu  directory Diary
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แต่คนถูกทิ้งก็เป็นอย่างนี้
ต้องยอมให้เขาเข้ามา 
เยียบซ้ำได้อีก 
หรือมันจะจริง
สิ่งที่ชั้นกลัว
หัวใจสะลาย
แบบไม่รู้ตัว
 
Yeah Songkran coming 
u were my everything 
and still are my everything until now ..
last year u stayed in phuket 
i really think what about now 
where r u ?
what 's going on?
r u happy ?
r u forget me ?
nothing much in my head 
i miss u 
i really miss u
everywhere ... i though about u 
have many words to say
but i still keep in my mind 
until now 
why 
what 
 
i did stupit things 
i always think too much
 
about relationship 
i don't know how to make it 's work
 
not about u 
just about me 
about what i can do for u 
 
anyway ... i re-read what i write 
so stupit !!! 
but feel only :)
 
well ... "not wasting time thinking about someone who not think about me"
 
sound good but not easy to do
hope i will win myself as soon as possible
 
i ask myself almost 10000 times 
but nothing happed coz i still do the same thing
 
what should i do ??
 
my friend tell me many way to move on
but nothing change 
my bad 
 
woooooooooooooooo
i tried about u and really feel bad about myself 
 
about now ::
1. i addict sad 
2. eat a lot and fat more then before so hard :( make me feel down
3. i not have any idea to move on ...not have inspiration anymore
4. no money 
 
most important ...money 
 
how to get it lol
 
just work hard and move on 
time to resolution 
 
 
please be strong 
 
mo !!!
 
not have time for loser 
 
just let him go 
 
in fact just let my heart go 
 
find what u want 
 
if u not only think about love
and enjoy your life 
it's better for your life 
 
live life 
it's better if i not have to worry about anything 
 
my mom are my idol 
she keep fight any problems
no more just fight 
i do same as her now :)
 
i love u, mom